n. [Brit. wallesia] a condition characterized by scanning faces in a crowd looking for a specific person who would have no reason to be there, which is your brain’s way of checking to see whether they’re still in your life, subconsciously patting its emotional pockets before it leaves for the day.
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Monophobia
So my family has been planning to go to Canada, The Great White North for a long time to visit my relatives and we're thinking about going next year. My titas are gonna libre me if I'm an honor when I graduate. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, I'm a senior in high school. I know right, hard to believe since I'm so tiny. SO I WAS SAYING, we were thinking about going next year and our Summer is: March-June and my parents want to go when it's Summer in Canada which is: July-September because they say that Spring in Canada is still really cold and that we won't enjoy our stay there. But their Summer is the start of classes here! And I'm gonna start college and I'll have no idea what to do and I'm so panicky because if we go, then I'll miss the first semester and have to start on the second instead. So now, our visit is all up to me because if I want us to go, I'd have to make the choice of either going to college or going to Canada. I don't know what to dooooo. I'm already scared of college as it is, being all alone and having no friends and now I'm gonna add that I'm not starting with the rest of the people I know. I have this fear okay, of being alone. Help me.
